Saturday, January 10, 2009
Pretty much broke even...
Played a lot Friday night. Pretty much all at $5/10 NL. Terrible result: up $200. Ran another $1.8k below EV, which brings the monthly EV runbad up to $10k below EV.
Bah, nothing I can do, but I need to remember to keep my sessions to 2 hours because it's sooooo much easier to get frustrated when I'm running like this.
I was actually up $3k about halfway through the day but I had two HUGE fish on my tables and they were super deep stacked. So I decided to sit and keep playing and not take my breaks. BIG mistake. They donated their chips to the other regs after they won a few decently sized pots vs me getting pretty damn lucky (3-outer on river).
My graph plummeted from +$3k to even for the last half of my hands. I don't think I was playing badly, just not my A+ game. I finished off the day by getting coolered AK vs AA AIPF in a squeeze situation.
Also ran KK into AA AIPF again today and I'm nearly positive this is like the 5th or 6th time this has happened to me over the past 3 days or so. And I haven't ran AA into KK AIPF once.
The whole fact of the fresh start with the "new year" seems to be making me put false pressure on myself to have great results. My results don't really matter if I'm playing well.
I'm having a difficult time with the mental game. I probably need to re-read the "Poker Mindset". I also have that Tommy Angelo book, "The Elements of Poker." I've heard it's supposed to be a decent book so maybe I'll read that sometime soon as well.
Bah, nothing I can do, but I need to remember to keep my sessions to 2 hours because it's sooooo much easier to get frustrated when I'm running like this.
I was actually up $3k about halfway through the day but I had two HUGE fish on my tables and they were super deep stacked. So I decided to sit and keep playing and not take my breaks. BIG mistake. They donated their chips to the other regs after they won a few decently sized pots vs me getting pretty damn lucky (3-outer on river).
My graph plummeted from +$3k to even for the last half of my hands. I don't think I was playing badly, just not my A+ game. I finished off the day by getting coolered AK vs AA AIPF in a squeeze situation.
Also ran KK into AA AIPF again today and I'm nearly positive this is like the 5th or 6th time this has happened to me over the past 3 days or so. And I haven't ran AA into KK AIPF once.
The whole fact of the fresh start with the "new year" seems to be making me put false pressure on myself to have great results. My results don't really matter if I'm playing well.
I'm having a difficult time with the mental game. I probably need to re-read the "Poker Mindset". I also have that Tommy Angelo book, "The Elements of Poker." I've heard it's supposed to be a decent book so maybe I'll read that sometime soon as well.
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ur blog is like 90% about results, which is a problem. I mean, if you need a forum to vent or something that's fine, but focusing this much on your results is not gonna help you w/ anything
ReplyDeleteI agree with you 100% Tim, all duckslayer does is whine about running KK in AA and other standard situations. Maybe poker just isn't your bag duckslayer.
ReplyDeleteplease tell me the name of a poker player that wouldn't whine after running KK into AA 5 or 6 times in a row please.
ReplyDeleteRyan
this is DUCKBLOG right? if he wants to post results and "whine" as you say he is fully entitled to. i enjoy everything he posts including the beats because then it makes him human, and i can relate to his grievances!
ReplyDelete-Adam
Thanks for the comments guys. Definitely have been focused too much on results lately. It's bound to happen every once in a while.
ReplyDeleteI think I became a bit more focused on results because I'm playing a bit higher than normal, spending most of the month playing a lot of $5/10 NL.
Although the amount of $ at stake shouldn't affect me at all, I think on a subconscious level it does make me more upset when I get coolered/ sucked out on. The larger stakes doesn't affect my play at all, however, which is good.
In the future, I'll minimize bad beats/ coolers/ "whine" to try and be more positive as I don't think it helps to dwell on stuff like that.