Tuesday, January 5, 2010
HILARIOUS
I took like a 3-4 hour break after last session and decided hey, I'm just going to put in another session... doesn't matter if I wait until tomorrow or play again today, it's all for the long run right?
Well FUCK ME. I switched sites, in the hopes that would help, and played 44 hands and lost $821.25. I managed to run $1,305.62 below all-in EV in 12 minutes. So add that to the 8 buyins I ran below EV earlier today and now I'm down 11 total buyins in EV for the day and that doesn't even include the coolers. I had no coolers in my favor either. EH OH EL at the people who say bankrolls of 30-60 buy-ins are enough for the games these days if you're a full-time pro. I am glad I'm a huge bankroll nit and almost always play on 100+ buyins for my regular games. The swings are just so sick.
Mentally, I'm done for the day. These were the two hands that I played. Keep in mind i have 0 reads on these players, as I JUST sat down and I've NEVER played with them before since I rarely play on this site. Yea it's 4-handed, etc. but man wtf. This hand happened first and this one about 3 minutes later on the same table. Standard, I know, but why does it seem like all this shit has to happen on one single day? So maddening.
I'm aware I'm being way too focused on short term results right now with this rant. Whatever. I'm very competitve and it's annoying when you totally own the fuck out of someone and they lucksack it to victory. You'd think I'd be used to it by now but appearantly it still gets to me when shit hits the fan all at once in one day and just never stops.
I'm not playing any more today since I'm obviously cursed, and I'm going to take a shower, eat some more food, begin installing Windows 7 on my desktop for my apartment and get that all set up and re-vamped, and start re-reading the poker mindset beucase obviously my mental game still isn't perfect due to these last two blog posts. I can't help it. Fucking frustrating.
Goals for 2010 are coming up later tonight too. I promise.
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Don't go busto in 2010 seems a good start
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